After writing over thirty pages of Supernatural fan fiction and reading page after page of the NIV Bible, I can honestly say my brain feels exhausted. Being a human is so interesting. I am bombarded with opinions nearly every where I go and at every moment, and I can't hide from it if I want to learn. You find out as you grow older, that a lot of the "facts" are really glorified opinions, trusted opinions. Eventually, all I end up believing is what I feel.
The new year is coming up and I have a billion things I want to accomplish, but I'll have to settle for a few. I can't say I didn't accomplish anything this year, but this year was a struggle. My entire mind is imprinted with the image of /J/. I want to forget him, but in my brain he seems so kind and welcoming. In reality, he was anything but.
My biggest goal in life is to take my grandmother to Israel. I think she would appreciate going to the birthplace of Jesus in Bethlehem. And imagine going to Jerusalem! For me, it would be quite the experience as well. My family and I once saw a documentary about Jerusalem narrated by Benedict Cumberbatch, one of my favorite English actors, and I didn't know he had been narrating it until the end of the show.
I take to drinking loads of coffee in these trying times, as it seems to be the only thing that alleviates my tiredness. Not because of the caffeine, I don't drink caffeinated coffee. But because of the flavor, I enjoy the flavor. I drink it with a little sugar and milk. Coffee has such a nice bitter taste, but not so bitter that you want to spit it out.
I have nothing interesting to say, I am too tired.
The new year is coming up and I have a billion things I want to accomplish, but I'll have to settle for a few. I can't say I didn't accomplish anything this year, but this year was a struggle. My entire mind is imprinted with the image of /J/. I want to forget him, but in my brain he seems so kind and welcoming. In reality, he was anything but.
My biggest goal in life is to take my grandmother to Israel. I think she would appreciate going to the birthplace of Jesus in Bethlehem. And imagine going to Jerusalem! For me, it would be quite the experience as well. My family and I once saw a documentary about Jerusalem narrated by Benedict Cumberbatch, one of my favorite English actors, and I didn't know he had been narrating it until the end of the show.
I take to drinking loads of coffee in these trying times, as it seems to be the only thing that alleviates my tiredness. Not because of the caffeine, I don't drink caffeinated coffee. But because of the flavor, I enjoy the flavor. I drink it with a little sugar and milk. Coffee has such a nice bitter taste, but not so bitter that you want to spit it out.
I have nothing interesting to say, I am too tired.
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